i really wish i could just erase you from my memory. you’re constantly in the back of my mind, and as much as i deny it, i think of you all the time. but now, all i see is you and her together, it makes me feel sick. i wish it would get out of my mind, and i could forget this, forget you. i guess the time will come, but right now i just want to curl up, and sleep.
actually want to cry
too scared of thunder and lightning at night
i was never aware of this fear until now
SOMEONE SAVE ME
can’t help but worry that you’re out partying, getting off with lots of girls and moving on, and i’m laying in bed at 10 o clock on a saturday night..still as hung up on you as i have always been
so unhappy with how i look at the moment
i’m off to rotterdam..
dead nervous
dont know why
might be cos i saw titanic yesterday and im scared the ferrys going to crash and im not going to have jack to tell me to never let go
noone to save me
lol
but yeah going to see my big sis so will be nice
just hope i dont die
ah
so basically wanted to tell you i know i’m shit at blogging and stuff at the moment and I’m sorry hehe not that you’ll care though!
anyways, had such a busy half term.. which i guess is why i haven’t been on here at all
but my half term has been so so so good.. and I’m really upset its ending
esfoejsfdirdhv get butterflies thinking about it aw aw aw
she’s hot, hilarious, the nicest person you’ll ever meet and her blog is fucking brill
have you done it?
do it.
basically..
im in a group with awesome people
and we need to produce 25 minutes of drama..
the theme is ‘everyone has a story to tell’
and its probs easier to do a bookk….
any good ideas?
preferably a serious book, like the boy in the striped pyjamas or something like that!!
HELP PLEAASE xxxxxxxxxxx
OH MY GODSB P0XDGKBDRXFOV,MSERDGFCV
IM GOING TO FLORIDAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry i haven’t been blogging much lately, got exams and stuff so i’ve been revising loadsss
down quite alot at the moment, really lonely and just want there to be a boy in my life at the moment. nothing exciting has happened recently, no parties or anything.. uggh!
need to go out and meet some new people, bored of woodbridge/ipswich people
got my mock results back, really pleased with them :D
got A’s in french, drama, geography and sociology
got B’s in history, english lit + lang and science!
cannot belieeeeeve i got an A in french! wooooop!
not that any of you care….haha
